haiz~ good news!! I PASSED MY ENGLISH!!

YAYAYAY!!!!!! lol =P

hmmm.. dunno tml goin out not.. sat sure confirm goin out.. die die muz go.. lol.. i wan go out!!

hmm.. i can gladly say im past liking that fella.. not that fella.. frens will know which fella.. lol.. i really didnt know that he is lidat.. i mean... yea.. u know..

ah gong~~ cheer up kays? sobs see u so sad i feel like crying for u.. haiz~ i cried when i saw [[ex]] ah mah today.. den its like.. i cried like shit.. really like shit.. i didnt dare to turn and face anyone.. the thought of u guys leaving the school makes me feel so.. sad.. upset.. haiz.. cheer up~ things will turn well between u guys... althought things will not be the same.. but.. u know.. haiz.. i also wished things will be the same.. but in the end also things got worse and worse for us.. but.. what's worse is that i didnt realise what i did was making everything even worse for my situation.. yeap~ so like ya.. ah well.. you two must not lose this 4 year frenship le.. hes a good fren.. to me he was.. im sure to u too.. its a pity for me that ive lost him due to my stupidity and ignorance.. haas..

today when i heard the graduation song.. first reaction: CRY
haiz.. i really cant help it.. it brings me back a lot of memories.. i mean like.. primary school.. haiz.. i miss those days.. im sure next year.. I cry even more.. cuz it will bring back 4 more years of memories.. den when i hear the songs that he first introduced to me.. ill also cry.. cuz i remember the times when we talked.. and den he will say that those songs.. he can refer to them.. word by word..

haiz~ i think ive done another wrong thing again.. ah gong told me to move on and not place hopes on ah mah le.. den its like.. cuz he's leaving sch le.. yea.. so.. ill try.. but i know i cant do it cuz he left in me a very deep.. deep.. impression? deep.. sumthin la.. i also dunno how to say.. haiz.. but now problem. BIG BIG PROBLEM. I have no idea what i want now. it seems like.. i cant differenciate what i want now.. what is the meaning of ' infatuation ' and ' love ' and ' close frens ' . SERIOUS i have no idea where is the silver line now. i cant tell if i like him love him admire him or just a very comfy close fren.. sian.. i hate this type of situation.. things get damn awkward. and i dun giv a shit abt it. HAIZ.. ah well..

hmmm.. what else.. erm.. i think im starting to get depression.. nono.. mood swings.. i can be damn high at first den very sad the next minute.. den after that start to laugh like a mad woman and den cry like a bitch. haiz.. and why issit that people always assume that 2 peeps are together when they just walk together? wtf????!?!?!?!??! i mean.. it happened to me twice today. like happens that both of them are just my close frens.. and they are like acting all [[ ooo i know what is happening ]] WTF?!?!

haiz.. much more rants i wanna say but im just too lazy to say..

oh and adonis? please la walou i say everythin liao horx dun u think now everythin is solved and things would be better between u two guys after trashing everything out?!?! lol think abt it la..

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